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Waiting for the miracle

October 9, 2007

Day O, recurring.

Spent half a day and a night in bed, recovering from the “last binge”. Slept intermittently. Cleaned myself up, ate some food. Was due to go back to work.

Stayed in bed. Called the boss. Not sure if I still have a job.

Time will tell.

Drink in front of me now, several hours later. Not the first.

Appointment with the psychiatrist tomorrow. Thinking about disulfiram. It’s a last resort, really. Dangerous, all the literature says. Only effective if I can arrange some form of supervision, according to the evidence base.
Continuing to drink is certain death, though. Hopefully he concurs.

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